In the years of 2018-19, I had entered a dark time, an event happened in my life, that I never saw coming and it sent me into a downward spiral pretty much instantly, for 2 weeks I ran on auto pilot, I could see no way out.
I lived my daily life and on the surface, no one would have suspected anything, but underneath, I cried myself to sleep every night, I cried in the shower, I cried pretty much everywhere, where no one could see me, grief was that strong.
I eventually broke down and just surrendered everything to God, as I could see no way of fixing anything myself, once I got out of the way, that's when everything turned around.
I was given 4 specific dreams over a period of 2 weeks, they were very vivid and had a huge impact on me.
DREAM 1: I was standing on the top of the water in the middle of the ocean, it was black, the water like ink, waves towered on 4 sides, surrounding me, I had no vision, except for a tiny hole above me, I felt trapped, I was paralysed with fear and couldn't work out how to get out.
It was then that I saw two silver 4 WD'S under the water, they drove under my feet and drew me into the second vehicle, I had been rescued. I called out " where am I"? all I heard were the words "Trust me".
DREAM 2: i was sitting in the back of a 4WD starting to surface from under the water, the horizon was dark, the moon was full.
DREAM 3: The vehicle rose above the waters surface, there were water droplets on the windows, I could see the shore.
DREAM 4: The two silver 4WD'S pulled up onto the shore, the door opened, I heard the words "get out and don't look back".
I stepped onto the beach, it was wet and windy, I saw a long lonely beach, there were two long pillars of clouds, I heard the words "Go forth and multiply".
I didn't know what that meant at that time, but I just started walking and left all that grief in the ocean.
2 months later, I had a photo shoot in Rainbow Beach to attend, I was very nervous, as this shoot involved a large family, I am not great with people, my past experiences made me freeze with fear, I did not want to go.
At the last minute, they cancelled, I felt relieved in one way, but there was a sense of urgency that came over me to still go, I had booked accommodation, Wayne couldn't come, he wouldn't let me go on my own, so I took a friend and went.
The day we left, I got so instantly ill, I had sinus, migraines, puffy eyes, a tickle in my throat, it was awful!!! Yet I still went, I felt compelled to go!.
The first thing we did when we arrived was to go sight seeing, I found the beach and ran down, taking pictures of the reflection of the tide going out, a beautiful rainbow, I was all alone, on this long beach, I felt the urge to turn around, this is what I saw!
A long lonely beach with 2 long pillars of clouds. A s soon as I saw them, I started to walk, just like in my dream.
The next morning I arose at 3:30am and went to a National Park, sat in my car until I had enough daylight to see the track, part of me thought, "what are you doing out here, you idiot", but the photographer side of me knew I had to be there!
This is what I saw
This reminded me of the land mass I saw as I was coming up out of the water.
The last day, we went down to see the coloured sands, we couldn't get as close as we had liked, the tide was in and too treachourous, so we viewed it from a distance.
As I was taking photos in the distance, I heard vehicles approaching, so I kept my eyes on them so as not to get run over, I must have looked a right sight, when I knew my mouth would have been on the ground as I saw 2 silver 4WD'S go past me and pull up just before the water's edge.
At that point, in that very moment, my life changed.
I had been sent to Rainbow Beach to see these visions that I had dreamed of, it cemented them into my mind, that I have been rescued, delivered and set free from the past, there was no going back.
Once I came home, I was on fire for life, within one week, I was drawing again, then came another series of graphic dreams that I drew, as part of my healing process, once the last drawing was done, then came the story line for "Daphne's Destiny".......
How that came to be, is another blog story!
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